I would like to apologise...

Guys, I would like to apologise for my lack of posts.

Scrolling and posting are so simple but exhausting! It's not the action but the mindset that kinda takes its toll.

Let's imagine your brain is like an expanding plot of land. Focus, discipline, and good health allow you to plant and build thoughts on it gradually and gently, slowly and steady, one brick at a time. The mental breakdowns happen when all the thoughts crash at once, disregarding the blueprints and without planning permissions. Social media takes up real estate in your mind so quickly.

You wake up wanting to eat Crunchy Nut, but TikTok says it only takes sixty seconds to make a cinnamon french toast, and your toast never comes out like it did in the video. You want to read before bed, but two apps later, you are reminded that you're a couple of episodes behind on a Netflix show.

Construction. Gentrification. Renovation or demolition, you never know where your next scroll will lead you. Every time you open your laptop or pick up your phone, you feel the pressure of an external influence.

Yes, this long-winded excuse to say that I've been pacing myself. I've been sooooo busy living life, resting, and getting this damn money; you guys know the deal! Right now, a specific project is taking the focus of my writing efforts.

Anyway, back to the conversations about marriage.

Bless.